over the rainbow

sometimes sad things happen and the world as you knew it, just.. stops..
sometimes horrible things happen and you forget sense of time..
sometimes words cant even describe well enough what your mind is thinking..
and now I just cant sleep.. the silence is so loud.

I´ve lost a close friend, a close colleague, a partner, an advisor.. a mentor.. so many things, and yet not big enough words to describe who he was to me.. and to so many others. The pictures in my mind wont disappear, especially the bad ones.. and yet your voice in my head keeps reminding me to stop being sad and rather just get on with it.. while you smile and roll your eyes.. then I smile again, and remind myself that I´ll never forget you and your sense of humor.

Thank you for everything you taught me.